{"id":309297,"created_at":"2024-05-07 10:49:33","updated_at":"2024-05-13 17:56:23","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-05-07 10:49:33","original_id":null,"artist_id":120604,"title":"Meditation","slug":"meditation-9","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"here we go again\r\ni need a pen and a paper so i can express dis pain\r\nfor de past few years i haven't been de same\r\ni have been dealing with some shit i hope u understand\r\ndey say every dark cloud has a silver lining\r\nwell i guess am too deep coz de is no light shining\r\nand am fighting off dis demons hope the lord guides me\r\ni have been searching for mai soul i dont know how to fing its\r\nwhen people ask me how am doing i will say am doing fyn\r\nbt i lost my mom at a young age det still stuck in my mind\r\nbt i still wake up in de morning thank de lord am alive\r\nknowing one day when i wake up u be by mai side\r\nnow am grow i look lyf at a different angle\r\njust because we share de same blood dosnt me we family\r\nit only means me and u are\u00a0 yeah we just related \r\nhope\u00a0 u get dis message from dis picture det am painting\r\ni got myself tatted to represant mai scars\r\nfor all de shit i have beeen through det no one else know about\r\nfitghing off dis evil thouths det be coming around\r\nonly de man in de mirror is de everytyme det i cry\r\ni aint got no sholder to cry on\r\nspend de whole day im mai room listing to sad songs \r\ntryna numb dis pain with drugs all day long\r\nasking myself de same question wht am here for\r\nVERSE2 \r\nall de niggas u helped treating u lyk a stranger\r\nevertym u need help dey turn around and forget ur\r\nBt am keeping to myself coz I know it will be better\r\nGotta keep it all going even through all of dis pressure \r\ngotta keep de grass short to clear out dis snakes \r\nSwitching up behind ur back den smile in ur face\r\nBeen back stabbed by some people who would claim dey where friends\r\nBt u gotta know in dis lyf everybody gotta 2 faces\r\nI been hurt a couple of tyms bt I still got back up\r\nEven though u do me bad Amma be de when u stuck\r\nBeen in de dark too long when is Gon shine in my side\r\nEvertym it seems better it just fall back apart\r\nGotta keep it all going coz lyf has never been easy \r\nEverything will come true yeah u gotta\u00a0 believe it\r\nSome people always gonna\u00a0 hate u and don't need\u00a0 no reason\r\nPeople gotta hate when dey see det uwinning\r\nI Dan lots some people who where close to my hrt\r\nWatch dem switch on u coz\u00a0 u ain't got a 9 to 5\r\nIt hurts everytime it am still bleeding inside\r\nAm still stuck in the dark hoping see the light \r\nBt I gotta wake up and try being a better me \r\nCoz a lot people need ur help but don't care how u feel\r\nAnd they get mad when u do de same thing det dey did\r\nBt dis is lyf gotta get used to the way det we live","download_count":16,"play_count":6,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-05-13","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/663\/9eb\/078\/thumb_1016385_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}